電影"金雞2"的主題是回憶都是有價值的,我絕對同意在"無痛失戀"內可以消滅記憶的手術我一定不會做..問題是我沒有能力把所有記憶都藏在腦內.
作晚開始跟k pack箱,準備搬離現居.我決定放棄我所做過的砌圖,模型等.這些大都是在我單身時,以免我會覺得孤單的"恩人".如果記憶自然流失都算了,但現在要親手送走自己的記憶…
我發覺如果這些物件算是記憶的容器,我近年少了很多回憶.一皮來是家裡已經沒有地方擺放更多的物件,二來阿k是不會讓我糊亂的買東西的.希望新居會有更多的空間給我把記憶留下.
people don’t like memories because it’d just bring them pain and suffering. Look at the main actors of "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind". I, however, LOVE memories. If it was about a sad event, I’m glad I’m still doing fine. If it’s a good event, I’m glad I’ve experienced it. The only problem is that I can’t hold on to all of them.
Last night K and I started packing to get ready to move out of our old apartment. I’ve decided to throw away all of the jigsaw puzzles and plastic models (Gundam Perfect Grades!) I’ve made. Most of those were made when I was single. They’ve helped me through times when I’d otherwise consider lonely. It’s one thing to let memories slip away from you but quite another to make a decision to discard them.
I realize that if I consider these things that I’ve bought/made containers of my memories, I I don’t really have a lot of recent memories. The main reason is because my current apartment is already filled with stuff and I can’t buy more memory containers. That plus K frowning upon me buying anything. I hope that with the new apartment there’ll be more space available to keep my memories.
KenT the Author's Ravings 