最佳損友 The best non-friend

作天在電腦商場看見兩個看似很優的人迎面而過,後面那位好像要避開我一般把頭側向一面.他們行過之後K跟我說後面那位是我第一個B.其實知道他回來了香港後已經第二次在街上踫見他了.兩次都好像不識我或避開我.回想起以前跟分手過兩次都捱得過,仍然是好朋友,最後卻因為其他人的事意見分岐(至少我覺得)而弄至朋友都不能做的地步.平時會教人若命運注定沒有緣再做朋友的話便隨緣好了,但都發生在自己身上總會耿耿於懷.

 

今天有個好朋友生日,寫了一隻歌給他,希望可以同大家分享.希望有一天自己都能做到歌詞裡所寫的豁達.

 

眼鏡 (Glasses)

 

濛濛瀧瀧 你令這東西結束 (You make blurriness go away)
目光可變銳 快樂做人 望見天虹 (Makes the sight sharper, life happier, and can see the rainbow)
平平凡凡 卻是你想的滿足 (However, all you want is a normal life)
目光一太利 會易刺傷 願明白箇中 (If the sight’s too clear [sharp] it is easy to cause puncture wounds; I hope you’ll understand the meaning of this)

如近視無用擔心多遠 (if you’ve shortsightness you don’t have to worry about the road ahead)
留在今天溫暖 (just stay at the warmth of today)
能在每刻歡笑別嫌短 (don’t think that being able to enjoy the moment is too short)
如遠視無用憂心方寸 (if you’ve longsightness you don’t have to worry about your immediate disposition)
能為一生打算 (you have plan your life’s future)
就算不能看清楚也是福氣 (so even if you can’t see clearly it’s good fortune)

平平凡凡 卻是你想的滿足 (However, all you want is a normal life)
目光一太利 會易刺傷 願明白箇中 (If the sight’s too clear [sharp] it is easy to cause puncture wounds; I hope you’ll understand the meaning of this)

如近視無用擔心多遠 (if you’ve shortsightness you don’t have to worry about the road ahead)
留在今天溫暖 (just stay at the warmth of today)
能在每刻歡笑別嫌短 (don’t think that being able to enjoy the moment is too short)
如遠視無用憂心方寸 (if you’ve longsightness you don’t have to worry about your immediate disposition)
能為一生打算 (you have plan your life’s future)
就算不能看清楚也是福氣 (so even if you can’t see clearly it’s good fortune)

要是明白了就其實散光亦可笑 (if you understand then even astigmatism is enjoyable)
繁華璀璨得以淚配襯上演 (the colors so great it causes tears in your eyes)
你一架起鏡片 這生變得碎片 (once you put on the lens, this life can be shattered)
問你願接受這一些挑戰 (do you want to accept this challenge?)

如近視無用擔心多遠 (if you’ve shortsightness you don’t have to worry about the road ahead)
留在今天溫暖 (just stay at the warmth of today)
能在每刻歡笑別嫌短 (don’t think that being able to enjoy the moment is too short)
如遠視無用憂心方寸 (if you’ve longsightness you don’t have to worry about your immediate disposition)
能為一生打算 (you have plan your life’s future)
就算不能看清楚也是福氣 (so even if you can’t see clearly it’s good fortune)

若有天能老花都已是福氣 (if one could live till one gets presbyopia is already good luck)

 

Yesterday I saw a couple of good looking people pass me by in a computer mall. The one behind seemed to be avoiding me on purpose. After they went past me K told me that the one behind was my first BF. After knowing he’s come back to Hong Kong that was the second time I saw him on the street but both times he ignored/looked away. To think that in the past we’ve survived two break ups to remain friends just to our friendship severed because of (I think) some other friend…usually I’d advise people that if a friendship’s meant to be over then just it go but when the same happens to me I still can’t accept the fact.

 

Today’s the birthday of a good friend. I wrote a song for him and would like to share it with all of you. I hope that some day I’ll be able to see things as wide minded as the lyrics of the song implies.