變態 Metamorphosis

小時候坐巴士總會跑上上層,覺得高人一等,窗外景色也較好看.
大一點覺得用不著高人一等這個虛榮,不會刻意在上層
之後又覺得下層還是留給不方便上上層的人吧.
不同時間,不同原因會作出不同或相同的決定,又可以說行為可以相同,但是抱著的是不同的態度.
初出道時對很多行為都看不過眼,現在卻很多也在自己身上發生,是否應該就這樣接受自己態度的改變?又是否只能說是對命運的妥協?
 
When I was small I always went to the upper deck of buses. I felt like I was on top of other people and the view was better.
When I got older I felt that I didn’t need the big ego so I wouldn’t go upstairs on purpose.
Then I got even older and I felt that I should reserve the lower deck for people who has trouble going upstairs.
Different times, different reasons we’d perform different or similar actions. Or I could the same actions can be performed based on different perspectives.
I’m doing a lot of things that I couldn’t stand or understand when I first entered the circle. Should I just come to terms with my change of perspective? Or am I just coming to terms with fate?

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