一到年尾很多人都會作一個全年回顧,公司會對員工作出評核,電視也會做一些一年新聞大事回顧等節目.假如我們沒有曆法,我們又懂不懂定時對過去作出回顧呢?
小學時對派成績表很有期望,因為很有信心名列前茅,而收到成績後都會得到家人的獎勵.中學後不太期望成績表的來臨,因為知道不會太好.
很少聽人說會定期對自己與愛人的感情作評核…是不是每個人心底裡也覺得對對方有愧呢?
人似乎較容易記一些不快的事情.我每年也會花一些時間搜尋我部門作出過的貢獻,有很多大家真是不提的話便已經忘記了的.一段感情,更差的也應該有值得回憶的事物吧.評核不一定是要說差的事,可以只說開心的事吧.
最後,總括2006年,和每一年一樣都是有開心又有不開心的事,但我得到的,是對自己有多了一點認識…以前以為自己的某一些性格行為完來都不是一定的…很高興發現自己不是一個不變的死板機器,但又擔心自己能不能適應自己也預測不到的心理反應.寄望2007年可以學習成一個有血有肉的人類吧.
Every year end a lot of people will reveal his past year, companies will perform staff appraisals, TVs will do annual news review programs. If there were no concept of calendar, would we regularly look back at what we’ve done?
During primary school I always looked forward to receiving report cards. I was always confident that I’d get good marks and my family would congratulate my reports with toys. During secondary school I didn’t quite look forward to receiving report cards. I knew I wasn’t doing well then.
I rarely hear anyone periodically review his relationship with his partner…perhaps deep down, everyone knows that he’s somehow done something regretful to his lover?
We seem to remember tragedies better. Every year I’d spend some time to dig up accomplishments my team’s done for the company, a lot of those if I hadn’t mentioned they’d have forgotten about. Even the worst relationships should have something good to remember. A review doesn’t have to be about what’s gone wrong. I could be about what’s gone right as well.
Finally, 2006 to me is like every year – there’re ups and downs. I did learn a little more about myself. Some of my character and behavior that I thought defined me were not absolute. I’m very glad to realize that I’m not just a predicable and unchanging computer, but at the same time I’m afraid that I won’t be able to deal with the unforeseeable psychological reactions. My 2007 resolution, then, is to learn to be a real human being with real feelings.
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